Ah i just got my head hit by that ball why didn't i even take the other way i whined, this lovely chap came from behind me apologising profusely. i continued my on my way not wanting to miss the appointment i was trying to keep.
I was at the shop attending to what i was being paid to do when barry walked in not too tall, chubby and nicely put together, honestly he caught my eyes but am i suppose to look at my customer with eyes meant for the bedroom alone? hell no!
Barry i didn't know his name then told he was a visitor in town, we got talking generally and he wanted to see me again which i quickly declined but he insisted and i went along with him. we went to somewhere cozy had fish and wine, he later drop me at home and i said my thanks. I was like that was a nice one and kept on seeing the young man not knowing he was married with kids, i wanted to know every thing about him told me some keeping the married part of him hidden from me. i felt i was going to hold this one down but after meeting with some of his family members he said he had something to share with me.
I kept wondering what, on a sunday morning after church he dropped me at my place as i was about alighting from the car he held my hands, he was kind of jittery and i was like what is it? are you alright? he said he is and told me that he is sorry he has being holding back information from me because he doesn't want to loose me and that he was married. All my world at that time came collapsing. i felt like throwing up, like screaming or throwing something at him. why must he act that way and towards me while i gave him my heart and body hmmmm!
I was hurt and like what did i do to deserve this from him to be treated that way. Men i find out are i don't know if i should use the word ''terrible cheats'' or ''mystery lovers'' because you no you have a wife out there and kids and you still keep lovers which you sometimes are serious about. i held on at first not wanting to let go but i reasoned one day saying to myself, do you really want to be a home breaker? or a second wife? I got my answers from that question i posed to myself being less silly with my still hanging on and i just moved on hard as it is.
To all the barry(s) out there pulease! let we single babes be and even if you want to date outside your marriage or have a fling be kind to let us know, in case we are not interested in such. Honestly one can be more careful with the heart.
Finally my first post, i hope you get to enjoy it.
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